stressed!

why wear a mask all this while?
laugh when you are happy.
cry when you are sad.
frown when you are troubled.
scream when you are angry.
shout when you are stressed.
wouldn't life be much more simple and easier with the mask off?
should others' comments really put you down?
will you allow that to ever happen?

sick of mugging

what do i do when i am sick of mugging? watch an ep of anime, laugh at the videos on youtube, mess around with my itunes, chat with friends on msn. and the only thing that is trying to pull me through all these shit is the uncontrollable excitement that i have for the month DECEMBER!

yeah! it will be soon be the end of the year soon and i am happy. =) top of the list is shhh.... cant tell because it is a S-E-C-R-E-T btw the 2 of us. she will kill me if i say anything. watching the movie hero with the happening gf, gladys. and also the fliming of BREAKERS 07 will be shown on channel 8 hao ren hao shi on 2 dec 1030pm. xmas! although i am not a fan of xmas, it is still tis season to be jolly! and then and then the countdown to 2009! omg!!!! i enjoyed myself lots at the countdown last yr and so this yr better be a blast too. but, goi and i cant laugh at dingod anymore. =( not forgetting the bdays! minghui's and hengqing's. they are only 20th and i will be turning a yr older soon. haha... and if hengqing you are reading this, you and tiong please buy GOOD STUFF back for us okay? or else it will be an end to our 4 years of friendship. hahahaha!! and look out for hot girls for tiong so that i can win the bet and snap photos of hot guys for me okay?

choo is loving december!

funny youtube video

something funny. a good recommendation from eve. love her lots! rocking jay's concert up next with her and minghui! =)

sick

it is not fun being sick. =( i have no one else to blame except myself. despite the constant naggings by goi "sleep early tonight ah", i refused to listen and see what has happened to me now. sad! why does good advice fall on deaf ears sometimes?

away with the theory of mine that i am able to study better at night. i am not going to obey this for the time being until my body is up and ready. i feel like an injured soldier with no medicial support within reach. i am all on my own and it is either make it or break it. yup! be a fighter and i am so going to survive out of this bullshit by myself.

i should be a good girl, rest more, drown myself in water, eat simple food (which i hate the most because they taste BLAND!) and not indulge myself in chocolates. i will be o-K-A-Y by tmr. =) stay positive!

linkin park, rock concert!

have i ever told you i have a crush on LINKIN PARK? omg!!! i was jumping for joy when yk told me they were coming to singapore to perform on the 13th nov at singapore indoor stadium. omgomgomg!!! i am still very happy that i bought the tickets during this mugging period. 24/7 studying will make choo go crazy!

although they only have 3 albums, all their songs are hits!!! the stage layout was simple but the super duper huge screen at the back was AWESOME!!! the red background, the falling stars but the best was the lighting with the shadows of the band members flashing. the concert started with a blast! everyone around me was SHOUTING with chester, with their hands held high. minutes to midnight has a totally different feel from their previous albums, less rock, more about war peace, the little things you give away just blew my mind. hearing just chesters screaming away with the music, it brought me to another dimension when i could seriously feel the pain and suffering. omg! i seriously love the live version of this song!!!

regardless how great their current album was, their older songs, crawling, in the end, papercut still stole the show. everyone knew the lyrics of the songs!!! jumping and shouting with them. yesyes, this is a rock concert and so it is super duper hard to sing. so just SHOUT with chester!

my best part was the ending. all my favourites were lined out one after another. faint (my seconday school favourite), numb, bleed it out. omg!!! i was telling zhihui that i was not going to leave the concert venue until they sang bleed it out. everyone clapping to the song. the atmosphere was damn HIGH!!!

the downside was they started late and they only sang for about one and a half hour. sad!! guess they were looking for more quality than quantity. seriously, i could see linkin park not putting in more than 100% effort but it was GREAT! they were able to have all the auidence on their feet without asking them to stand. everyone was high instanteously without them having to do anything.

this was my first time to a rock, english concert. and i am so loving it!!! i know mcr is up next and i want to go watch the BLACK PARADE!! but i guess, i will have to wait patiently till 18 jan for jay. =) meanwhile, i have linkin park as my laptop wallpaper, my msn icon and i am listening to them while typing this. i am falling in love with them once more!

i have never knew

i have never knew it will that bitter.

i feel like a abandoned child, sitting by the roadside on a cold windy night, waiting patiently that my parents, who only appear in my dreams, to pass by and pick me up. argh! if i knew it would be that hard, i would hug my dad's skinny legs that day and stop him from buying that day.

damn! in a whiny mood again!

TRAVEL

i am so in the I-WANT-TO-TRAVEL mood now!!!!!!! i am dying to leave spore for a short break. i know now is impossible so i shall just wait patiently for dec to come. i have no exact location of where i want to go to. i just want to leave this sunny island for a few days to breathe.

no matter how much i want it to happen, i feel that it wont happen in the end. how i wish i could learn how to throw my responsibilities away and not be involved in anything except for MY stuff. dec is definitely not the month for me to travel. sigh!

i want to feel like this again!